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When it comes to sisters, it's Nohn.
It's rare.
What?
Did you get the name wrong?
It's probably Nohn, isn't it?
She always says "It's Nohn".
She said "It's Noa".
She said "It's Nohn" in the early video.
I was editing it.
She was editing it.
She said "It's Nohn".
Then it's Nohn.
I think I'm getting stronger to say I'm Noa.
Have you been able to stand up recently?
I'm sleepy.
I'm Noa.
Today, we're going to talk about pistachios.
It's spicy.
It's definitely spicy.
We're going to talk while eating pistachios.
Recently, I've been learning psychological therapy.
When you're mentally ill or depressed,
I don't know if I can show you this.
Childhood, adolescence, adolescence, adulthood, middle age, adulthood, old age, etc.
When there is an environmental change, you often have psychological stress.
What kind of personality we had.
I've never told you about it.
I don't know how we've grown up.
I don't know what kind of plan we've come up with.
I've never told you about it.
The classes were different.
We didn't go to the same classes.
There are three different classes, so we didn't go to the same classes.
Only elementary school.
But we all went to the same school.
Elementary school and vocational school are all the same.
We've never gone to the same school.
I was surprised when we talked about what kind of person we would be in class.
It was fun.
It was fun, so I wanted to share it with you.
Which one do you want to talk about first?
First of all, kindergarten.
We went to kindergarten. Kindergarten, elementary school, middle school, high school, and high school students each said what kind of person they were, and I hope you can say what kind of person you were.
Then I'll go first. First of all, I went to kindergarten.
You're already talking.
I'm talking normally because I'm so mentally stable, but I'm talking like such a fool. I'm in shock.
I'm sorry.
I went to kindergarten, and at that time I was aware that I was a little different from other people.
Since kindergarten?
Yes, I think I'm a little different from everyone else. For example, there is an athletic meet.
Now that I think about it, it's really bad, but it's pure or serious, isn't it?
Also, I'm in my own world, so I'm not interested in others, so I wasn't looking at everyone during the athletic meet.
But for the time being, there were rules that I had to follow, so I said, "Yes, please line up."
But in my head, I wanted to think about something different.
If you lined up five people in a row, you would line up five people in a row, right?
It's about relay.
Yes, it's a relay to decide who is in first place or fifth place one by one.
Relay is a button touch, isn't it?
You touch the button, right?
It's not like that, it's from first place to fifth place.
Among the five of you, who will be in first, second, third, fourth, and fifth place?
Yes, I will decide.
Yes, it's a game.
Yes, among the next five of you, who will be in first place?
It's not a relay.
Wasn't that called a relay?
Do you call it a relay?
I think I did.
A relay is when you touch the button.
That's also a relay, but...
Oh, is that so?
Yeah.
Do you call it a relay?
Yeah, I remember.
I don't know if it's a relay or not, but for now, when that happens, everyone...
You ride in front of you, and you support your friends, right?
But I'm not interested in that kind of thing.
I've been thinking about what to eat for dinner today.
I want to be able to swim in the pool.
I've been thinking about that a lot.
Swimming is dangerous, isn't it?
I'm still scared of water and I still can't swim.
But since I was a kid, I've been looking at my own world for a long time.
So I didn't know how to run.
To be honest, I didn't know how to run.
I didn't even know the rules.
I didn't know I just had to run for now.
So when you say "yo-don", you run.
And when you run, you know...
The teacher and the teacher have something like a string.
The first place needs it, right?
The first place has to pass that string.
And if you pass it and pass it here and there, you'll be first place, right?
I was slow at running, but...
It's 12 people in a row who are fast and 5 people in a row who are slow at running.
To be honest, I got first place.
I ran in first place.
But I didn't get first place.
I'll explain why.
I ran really hard and got first place out of 5 people.
But I didn't look at the people around me.
So I stopped in front of the string that the teacher had.
I stopped.
And it was really hard.
And the teacher was like, "Hey, look at me. Try passing it more."
I thought I shouldn't have hit it.
But if I had looked around me, I would have known.
Because the kids in front of you were running, right?
But I was thinking about what I was going to eat for dinner today.
You didn't look around you, did you?
I haven't looked around me in a long time.
If you think about it now, it's dangerous.
But it wasn't dangerous at the time.
Just normally.
It was like, "Okay, I'll aim for first place."
I was running and being careful.
It's not like my dad or mom is there.
"Yes, I'm running." "Run?"
That's what's going on in my head.
And then I came in second place.
The first place person passed by.
And I was like, "What are you talking about?"
So I wanted you to tell me.
But you're late, aren't you?
I was late, but I didn't ask you.
It was such a strange, strange guy.
That's really bad.
But my mom and dad said, "You've been working hard."
Why did you stay there?
Huh? I was first place.
But I didn't know anything about it.
I see. But you did your best.
So I didn't think I was a bad guy.
I've learned it since then, so next year I'll learn it properly.
It was such a strange guy.
That's really bad.
But you're a bad guy, too.
When I was in kindergarten,
people who recognized me thought I was a good little sister.
But I became an adult.
By the way, when I was in kindergarten and middle school,
I didn't have the leisure before I had an idea.
You always had something in your pocket.
My sister doesn't think about anything and look around.
But I don't think about anything and look around.
I'm looking at it, but I'm looking at it while I'm doing it, so I wasn't thinking about anything and I was a girl, wasn't I?
How I lived is probably really missing it, so maybe from the same age friends, what is this guy?
I think I was bullying him, but of course I didn't recognize it as bullying at that time, but of course I didn't think of anything.
One day, I was picking you up by bus when you were in kindergarten, and you got on the same bus as people in the same area, but everyone came from different places, so everyone was in the classroom.
Then one day I will enter from the classroom, and the moment I entered, I pressed someone from in front of me, and if I was a normal child, I think it would be like "what?", but I didn't resist anything and just pressed it and passed it.
Like "what?".
But I don't remember who really did it.
I remember clearly just that memory and just pressed it.
That's bad.
And the teacher came and said "it's OK!".
But it's true that Yuno-chan was really stupid.
I have a very good memory, but I was stupid and bullied a little when I was a child, but I've been stupid all the time.
It's not like I'm being bullied because I'm stupid, and I just think it hurts, but it's not like it's sad to be bullied, it's like it hurts, it's like it's lonely, it's like that.
I really don't know why it's like that or who made it like that, but I don't know if I was bullied by my favorite girl when I was in kindergarten.
I don't know, I may have been bullied. Maybe it's just that I didn't like it and I was always bullied.
I don't know, but I remember it clearly, and I'll give you a name, but there was a girl with a strong personality.
That girl was like a really strong person.
"You're always doing stupid things in kindergarten," I said, "I'm doing stupid things," and I didn't think about it, but I said I liked stupid things.
Then that girl said, "No? No?" and she was really out of line.
But at that time, it's not a lie anymore.
I was told I couldn't do it.
Poor thing!
Maybe...
It must have been a strong character for her, but as a girl who was so fluffy, the teacher really liked her.
She was a very kind teacher.
I remember why she was in that scene, but she was held on the teacher's lap in a dark classroom and said, "Non-chan is the teacher's comfort."
How was it?
She had a nice and cute character.
That's why I don't recognize bad things or bad things as bad, so it hurts, but it's important for the teacher.
I see.
It's not thick and difficult.
She was a girl who didn't think about anything and was fluffy.
Well, that said, I was also very interested in the teacher and she was very innocent.
When she was fine, she was fine, so she was like a teacher and she was really fine and she was liked by the teacher.
She was just a little weird person.
They were both friends with the teacher, but their backgrounds were completely different.
She was fluffy and energetic and cute.
I think she's like a baby.
That's right.
But she couldn't resist it and said, "Non-chan, you're funny and you only have sad emotions."
When I went up to elementary school, I was very weak- minded and wasn't very good at communicating.
Because I had my own world, I didn't know what it meant to talk to people.
That's why I don't have many friends like I do now, but I don't have many real friends.
Communication is very difficult.
Let's be friends from now on, okay?
But you don't know what "friends" is.
So if you're told "let's be friends" or "let's go" you go, but you don't say "let's go" yourself.
It's not like you don't have to say it or you don't want to say it, you don't know.
So if you're told "let's go" you go.
If you're told "do this" you do it.
I've been doing it for a long time, so I've been bullied.
It's like school lunch.
I was in charge of soup for lunch.
And there was a plate and you had to put it in it.
And there's a boy, I can't say his name, but he said "one centimeter is enough" for the soup.
It was vegetable soup, but he said "we don't need vegetables, one centimeter is enough" for the soup.
Actually you have to put in about six centimeters, but he said "one centimeter is enough" and asked me to do it.
But everyone said "no, it's a secret recipe" and put in six centimeters, but since he asked me to do it, I only put in one centimeter.
And then it was really bad, and after that, like a teacher, a rare one, like "would you please put in only one centimeter?"
It's really bad.
And I was really weak-minded and it was difficult to communicate, so I couldn't say "no", and when my teacher said "why did you do that?", I was like "eh, it's too bad".
I was such a school student.
You're doing that a lot, and you're probably the one who's saying "let's be friends", aren't you?
Well, maybe.
But like, why did I become so weak-minded like this, it's because I wasn't able to say things like "you're like that", or "you're really cute", so it's 180 degrees.
I've changed and stuff like that, and I'm mentally unstable too, so sometimes I can say things and sometimes I can't say things, but that's how I was when I was in kindergarten, and what's really weird is that sometimes I can't say things when I'm talking, right?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And like, "eh?", I couldn't say "say it again", I was that weak-minded. Like, I don't think I have the communication skills for that.
Is it because you're scared? Is it because you're scared of being asked again?
How do I say it... I'm scared! I'm scared of people! Like, I think I'm different, and like, if people talk to me and say "let's just be friends for now", I'm like "okay", and like, even if they talk to me and say "eh, what?", I'm scared of being asked "eh, why can't you hear me?", and like "yeah", and "yeah, you're right", and like, I'm scared of being told things without touching them.
On the contrary, you're an adult, aren't you? If you're a mature adult, you can say "eh, can you say it again?", right? You probably don't have the communication skills for that, and you don't know what to do, and you're scared of being hated, and you're scared of people, so that's how I was in kindergarten and elementary school.
It's crazy, isn't it? So now that I think about it, it's really crazy.
Non-chan, did you have anything like that in elementary school?
Well, I entered school without any thoughts, and I was like that in elementary school and junior high school.
I naturally made friends, and when I was in the third or fourth grade of elementary school, for some reason, now it would never be possible, but for some reason I wanted to be a music director or something.
Oh, I see.
I said it, but the support rate from everyone is too low and my ability is also insanely low, so I would be a candidate, but I would be someone else's child.
Oh, I see.
So for some reason I want to do it, but for some reason I want to do it, but for some reason I want to do it.
I was a stubborn person who said, "Why would you touch me?" But for some reason I wanted to do it, I was fighting in front of me when I noticed it.
But as usual, I was missing something.
Hey, Non-chan, you're missing quite a bit even now.
Seriously, you made omelet the other day, didn't you?
You did the omelet video and the test, didn't you?
At that time, you were calculating my pace and said, "Oh, you lost."
Hey, Non-chan, you're missing quite a bit even now.
Yeah, you're right.
You're cute.
There was a relay race when I was in first or second place.
Five of us ran.
At that time, I was really slow, so we were a slow group.
But I think I was the fastest of them all.
So when I was in fourth place, I ran like, "Whoa!" and I was in first place.
I was in first place and running.
And in the middle of it, it wasn't just a relay race.
There was a Pokemon sticker in a gacha-gacha-like ball.
I took one of them and ran to the goal at the end.
I was in first place and came to where the Pokemon sticker was.
Normally, you can just take one and run.
That's the game.
But for some reason, I was really looking for which Pokemon sticker to use.
I was there for about 30 seconds to a minute and decided that I definitely wanted a Pokemon sticker.
Each one of them was half transparent.
I looked like this and searched like this.
But in the middle of it, they took it out of me.
Everyone took it out of me and took it out of me.
And I didn't have to rush.
I focused on what I wanted and reached my goal.
So in the end, I was in third or fourth place.
Was it because you couldn't reach first place or because you wanted to get the Pokemon stickers?
It's because I wanted to get first place.
My battle is like this. I'll do it myself and I'll get the Pokemon stickers.
But I want to get the Pokemon stickers first.
I don't want to be first place, but I want the stickers I want.
I see. It's different.
Which one is worse?
Please let me judge.
Be careful.
It's totally that one.
I wanted to be first place, but I ended up second place.
It's bad for your health and well-being.
If you're raising a child like me, please let me know.
Are you really there? Are you okay?
Do you have children like me?
If you do, please let me know right now.
If you're missing out, how's school life?
I didn't know at the time.
If someone cared about me, I'd be able to move on to my life a little faster.
But I didn't realize it.
When I think about it, I didn't go to elementary school.
I decided to go to middle school.